Is there anyone here from Ontario (or even just Canada) that wants to talk, maybe swap stories. Having a rough day and the one person that knows about everything I’m going through I can’t talk to now so I don’t know what to do. So lost, confused and scared and meds aren’t helping. Not sure what else to do, just want an easy way out.
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Well, I’m from Toronto.
I can’t say as I am the best person to talk with seeing as how I have my plans setup and am going to be out of here in two days. But if I can do somebody some good before I go that would be okay with me.
Wazzup lostgirl ?
I’m from Qc
Well things are just crazy right now anyway and I’ve been having a lot of panic attacks lately. Then my roommate (who is the only one who knows about my depression) decided to pick a fight today and tell me I’m a bad friend and use my depression against me. And there’s been times in the past I’ve thought about ending it and now that I really have no one and I feel like I can’t tell anyone else, I don’t know what to do
Well depression can be treated right ?
And what about family ? Can’t they help ?
Any other close friend ?
If Lostgirl20 means means that you are 20, then I have to say you’re pretty young to end it. Lots of things can happen. Everything can turn around.
Don’t you think ?
I am on medication and it’s not helping. I just feel like if the person i trusted the most can turn around and use it against me then why won’t everyone else. I don’t want everyone to know, it was the hardest thing in the world to tell one person and I don’t think I can do that again.
I keep telling myself it will get better and each year I tell myself that it’ll be better than the last and yet it just gets worse. I told myself that 16 was to young, then 17 and so on but if there’s nothing getting better I don’t know how much longer I can keep telling myself it’ll get better
It’s pretty hard for me to help you in such a short conversation. I have to leave fo rnow, but I will try to get back to you tomorrw or Thursday. I hope you are well in the meantime.
One last thought before I leave: Not because one person turns her back on you that another one will !
One thing is for sure, to more you talk, the greater chances are someone can help you.
Have a good night !
Lostgirl20 u are not the only one who is on medication, I am on antidepressants and like you sometimes its working but most of the time it doesn’t and sometimes I have the suicidal thoughts. But I don’t tell anyone about it except for here I don’t even tell it to my doctor. I keep things to myself, which I think is not good, because I feel like if I tell then ppl would use it against me just like what happened to iu.
Yes, I must add, medication can be a bit of a *****. Don’t expect much from it. I started on Prozac and Seruquel, then I was put on Citalopram and Clonazepam, then I was put on Remeron, now I am on Wellbutrin and Olanzapine.
So far, none of it has done anything. Seruquel makes you tired as hell and you feel like shit the next day. Remeron makes you kind of tired too. Other than that I’ve gotten nothing out of any of them. I still plan on ending it after six months of various medication.
If you have the desire, and the will to live it is inside you, not a pill.
The simple fact is I think all these meds are for people who feel a little blue. You know, the soccer mom who didn’t get the new Range Rover she wanted so now shes all upset. For people who have an inherent problem with depression, suicide or other crazy thoughts these things will offer no quick fix. Believe me, thats what I expected and I pushed it too far, and took too many kinds of different medication and ended up in the streets with a gun. These things have caused me nothing but problems.
yes im from ontrio
wow u took a lot of medication Someeverydaynobody.
medications always have side effects, and for some ppl can increase the suicidal thoughts and just make the depression worse.