It may not seem to urgernt at 13 but at secondary school life is really hard and if it is hard now it will get worse later.
At our school we have little groups, The gr
oup that picks on me called “pretty girls” basically they are sluts in very short skirts. Anyway I was sitting next to my best mate in English and the new girl and her mate walked in next thing I know new girl is sitting next to me, great, half way through the lesson,
” have you got a mirror”
me in obvious responce
” no”
new girl mate steps in
” she wouldn’t have a mirror look at her she is ugly and look she had never had a boyfriend in her life”
by that time the whole of the class is bursting into laughter even my best mate.
Of course I have had boyfriends unfornutaly a fair few… they were complete jerks who only went out with me as a joke or a dare now my friend ( who isnt much of a friend ) is saying I look beautiful but I don’t beileve her, I am worried about what peopld think of me. When I come home and lock myself in my room I haven’t eaten in 2 days , what is the point. I keep thinking of ways to kill myself, My family thinks I am this way because I sleep to much but the only problem is I hardly sleep but when I do I scream in my sleep and wake up crying i just don’t want to move or do anything… It isn’t as serious as other peoples problems I read about but that is how I feel.
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I know how you feel, love, I truly do. I was picked on through all of my childhood. Everything from kicking to being tied to a flag pole with my pants at my knees with horrible words spray painted on me. Kids can be cruel, this i know. But now i can honestly say that, although i’ll never forgive the people that did that to me, Im actually happy it happened (though i was far from it at the moment.) . It may sound wierd… but everything that people do to you helps make the person that you are. All it does is show how shallow they are and that you are strong enough to look past it and strive. Your strong enough to survive. Because even if people dont realize it, school is all about survival. i can assure you that they’ll get what they deserve. The main girl that did that to me actually died in a car wreck and the other girls realized the type of people they were when no one cried for her. No one cared at all. Im not saying its good that she died… but it showed the other girls that they were truely horrible people that made themselves unloved even though they believed they were. All the other girls ended up ruining their lives. Half became drug addicts and the other half dropped out to take care of their children. I’ve been told that now all of them have drug problems. I may sound cruel… but i hope you know that eventually people will get what they deserve. Just smile when they say something mean…. nothing irritates them so much… act like it doesnt bother you that they’re there. Just think of what they have coming to them… it normally makes it funner on your part instead of theirs. Hopefully after they realize they can’t bother you they’ll leave you alone. Your not alone. Please know that. xoxoxo -lACi
Everyone is beautiful in their own way. You must have a beautiful inner self, just waiting to burst out. But high school is gonna get better, college, the parent life… It’s always gonna get better. Those girls are going to be sluts and whores and prostiutes. You don’t wanna end up like them. So study hard and get a good job when you’re older. I’m 13 too, and I myself is ugly. I haven’t had any boyfriends. I’m practically a loner.
Accept the compliments to make yourself feel better. They’re floating around the air you breathe, wiaitng for you to grab it.
You’re beautiful in your own unique way. You don’t have to wear short skirts and wear 70 punds of make up to be beautiful.
Sweet heart kids are cruel and u just have to have confidence in yourself and if u ignore them they soon get tired when they don’t get a reaction. Have a look at the prettiest girls…when they are ugly on the inside…they don’t look that pretty anymore …inner beauty has a way of shinning through. Have a chat to your parents they probably just asume u spend to much time sleeping and don’t know how your feeling on the inside.
You’ve got your whole life ahead of u love x
Beauty is everywhere, in everyone. It’s not easy but the most attractive thing is know your own merit. I’ve chased girls that didn’t know their value and their easy to take advantage of. But a girl who knows what she is worth is truly worth fighting for. You don’t need to follow some set of societal standards. You don’t need to listen to the girls at school (as hard as this may sound). Try to have a bit of fun, figure out what’s important to you. The most interesting people I’ve ever met are those who have struggled.
In my person opinion, if I were to be picked on..I’d go all out on the people THEN suicide. But that’s only if you’re super sure you want to kill yourself.
You’ve only lived a small portion of life and yet you’ve suffer so much. I know it’s difficult being made fun of. I think a lot of people can sympathize. It’s shit like this that has me writing my senior paper on bullying and the effects of it. Maybe you could stick around and I can show you sometime?
Take a stand. Or if not..Well, I have no idea on that part. Ignoring people will..Let’s see. Hm. I hate your class, already. I don’t like the sluts you mentioned, either.
Morality is, indeed, a rarity amongst bullies.
Tell your parents. Talk to a counselor. Find ways to make yourself cope. I’m not at all that great when it comes to advice and shit like this. What I did was ignore them until I came home from boarding school. Even then, shit happens. I escape into books. I LOVE books. So full of happiness, and fantasy. Though some are pretty bad. I just read to escape. Escapism, ma’am. Learn it and you will be better at coping.