I fucked up with the only girl that I really loved. She was the only person that I felt comfortable with telling about my suicidal thoughts and know i’m pretty sure she hates me and it’s all my fault. It all started last Wednesday when I got high for the first time, I told her I wouldnt after she found that my friend that i was going to see that day had weed. She was looking out for me but then I got drunk and then I did it. She found out on friday two days later and felt really sad and hurt towards me because of what I did. My relationship with her changed that day, she didn’t say goodbye to me, she didn’t say that she loved me and it’s all because I fucked up. I tried to make things better with her on msn but I could see that we weren’t going back to normal so I told her that we should end our relationship but now I miss her so much already and this has only happened about 7 hours ago. Now I feel more alone than ever.
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For God’s sake contact her and explain everything. If you don’t try you’ll regret it forever! Take care x
Do what Butterfly_wing said then give her time to calm down. She don’t hate you if she hated you then she wouldn’t be so hurt by your actions. Ring her now!
Baby, it’s been 7 hours. The beautiful thing about young love is… give it 10 minutes and it’ll change. Don’t feel alone. Fill your time with a friend. Help it to pass quickly. She’ll may find her way back to you. Just show her slowly that she can trust you.
Mrslindseylambert@gmail.com – fill some of the time with me.
Thanks for the comments I think i patched things up with her earlier today but i still feel like she doesnt even wanna be around me anymore any more sugesstions.
Tell you love her and you don’t wanna lose her. Apologize while on your knees. I think that would show her how much you mean to her.
AND..Back your words up. Nothing shows how cool and awesome a person is more than backing up their words when they say they love someone. Show her how much she means to you. Take her out to eat. Treat her better than what you were treating her. Make her known as your Goddess!
Okay, maybe not those last few parts. But just show her that she still matters and that you feel like you’re losing her.