I’m not sure to say what i have to say, but here goes nothing….I have never had any friends, ever. I’m pretty lonely. I work many hours just so I can at least be around others. I’m sitting here crying as I type…I feel so pathetic. I’ve cut myself a lot in the past and thankfully I haven’t done it again in months. I was raped A LOT when I was a child, my mother knew that my father was raping me, but she did nothing. I feel worthless.