I’m not sure to say what i have to say, but here goes nothing….I have never had any friends, ever. I’m pretty lonely. I work many hours just so I can at least be around others. I’m sitting here crying as I type…I feel so pathetic. I’ve cut myself a lot in the past and thankfully I haven’t done it again in months. I was raped A LOT when I was a child, my mother knew that my father was raping me, but she did nothing. I feel worthless.
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I know its hard but don’t feel worthless because u can raise above the crazy things u have been thru. I wish u notthing but the best!
If you’re here, you’re not alone. I’m here for you. I’m here to listen. If you’re alive, obviously you’re not worthless. You still have value. Great value. As person. As human-being. Even if you say you don’t have friends, I’m here to be your friend. I may not be much, but I’m still here for you. Willing to listen to anything you have to say. I’m sorry to hear that your life has been tough. Your father..Angers me. Your mother angers me too, just not as much. I feel she should’ve done something to protect her daughter.
Life is tough. No one said it was going to be easy. We have to endure. We have to be strong. For some of us, we feel we have no strength. But that’s why I do my best to help people. I will be their strength to carry on. I will help people make it through their problems. I cannot offer any advice other than going out there and doing your best to make friends. Introduce yourself to people. Try finding people with common interests and all that.
If you need someone to talk to, I’m here for you, ashleyg.
albert.j.robinson@live.com
Feel free to e-mail me anytime. Best of wishes and good luck.
You have been through a heck of a lot in your life. Please seek the help of a therapist if you not have done so already. I think he/she could really help you out.
kinda feel a little the same problems come out big in this life its a celebretory event of shit giving and ass fuck. in the end we always wonder what itll be i dream about it maybe i can pray a little that’ll you’ll have a happy death dream. they are delightful and give meaning where hope is lost.to you and always till the sky answers its name we wait till death due us part.
Ashley, your aren’t worthless, your were abused by the people we are taught to love and respect. You have done nothing wrong!
You say you haven’t cut yourself for months, so isn’t that telling u that you want to get help?
You need to seek professional help, u can’t be expected to get through something like this on your own.
You deserve to know what it feels like to live a happy life.