They act like i killed off everything n everybody they fucking know and own. i only went out last night. what the fuuck. i dont do my heroin no more i dont do shit. thats why thy hate me so miuch. they think im only good for partying and thats it. no, no thats all i no to do. u let me fly my whole life. dont no how i ended up here. you fucking *****, you fucking ***** u think u can just let me go pull me bak then tell me to jst go n die. i should kill you nstead of myself, shes reading it now. sayin i need help, but it aint happenin here. here ios my home. opur home, till i get mioney to get one myself. but noooooooooo u think im just some dumb ***** now that comes n goes when she wants. sure, thats what i have been doing my whole life, if u didnt like it why didnt u say lets taslk or hang out. if u said it now i would just say r u wanting to know how i would do it this time? CAUSE I ALREDY TRIED IT 3 FUCKIN TIMES, if i didnt have brothers or people that would miss her, i would end her misery. but her misery sstrts with me, but just to do her a favor i will end it with me. i will no where i will b but not her.
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I’m trying to determine whether or not I’m with you on breaking it over her head..
Kidding! Anyway!
I see you’re angry. She pulled you in just to lure you in, and now that you’re there, she wants you gone? Or just there so she can hurt you? I’m not sure. I noticed you’re a party animal. Personally, I’ve never partied myself. Ever. How is it? I’ve never done drugs before. Well, not a lot to a point where I’ve been effected by it.
You didn’t kill anybody. They need to understand that. People may tend to over-exaggerate at times. Take a breather once in awhile until you calm down. Elaborate the situation and just continue breathing until you can take it in in a calming manner.
Not once. Not Twice. But thrice.
Don’t break it over her head, though. It’d be a waste of a laptop. But I prefer desktops, myself. I never could get used to those keys on the laptops. I have too long of fingers to truly like it.
Hope you feel better, deadngone666!