My girlfriend told me she cheated on me yesterday, and that was the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I went up to her job to talk to her about it as soon as she told me, but that didn’t help at all. All I could do was wait for her to get off so I spent that time wandering around town aimlessly and sitting behind BJ’s slicing my arm to ribbons. I told myself I wouldn’t fall back into those old habits, but it’s like when you have nowhere else to turn to all you can do is that, and i went insane. I sat there laughing at nothing because life was a big joke to me. My life has been nothing but a giant upset since I was 8 years old, and I thought I finally had someone who gave to rats asses about me but I guess I was wrong. I guess i was just destined to be alone.
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Not alone. Just hurt. Well, not “just hurt.”
There’s tons of things people say they are “destined” for. But Destiny is what YOU make it. She may have cheated on you but you’re the one who’s decided to suffer. Not her.
Life is a joke, at times. At other times, it’s quite serious.
I am sorry to hear of your girlfriend cheating. If I know anything about girls, it really hurts when you’re heartbroken; everything seems to go hopeless for you.
But in the end, all you have to rely on is yourself. You have to pull yourself out of this one. You have to save yourself. No one else is gonna be there to save you. You need to be the strength for other people; perhaps of a new girlfriend who cares?
What I’m trying to say is that you need to be your own strength. If life’s gonna be a joke, it’s gonna be YOUR joke. Be the strength people come to in times of need. Not the other way around.
You have to save yourself. In the end, it’s you who’s letting the hurt get to you.
Good luck.
Thank you for this
I care.
And I’m sorry.
This world is so full of people who don’t care. They will always hurt you.
But you know what. I got sick of it.
So I made it a mission to be the person I wanted to find.
Suicide is a permnanment solution to a temporary problem.
Because you are a person, who is hurt I feel for you. And I do care.
If you ever want to talk, send a email.
Nagginggoldfish@hotmail.com
Funny email, I know.:D
Thank you. I needed this
I bet this really hurts, but do not let the actions of another make you into someone you do not want to be. You cannot control the actions of others, but you can control yourself. She obviously has issues herself, or she wouldn’t have done this. Please know that people care about you. If you need to talk email me at rodeochick235@comcast.net
Thank you for your concern. All i wanted was for someone to care
Well, you can definitely email me anytime : )