My girlfriend told me she cheated on me yesterday, and that was the worst thing I’ve ever felt in my life. I went up to her job to talk to her about it as soon as she told me, but that didn’t help at all. All I could do was wait for her to get off so I spent that time wandering around town aimlessly and sitting behind BJ’s slicing my arm to ribbons. I told myself I wouldn’t fall back into those old habits, but it’s like when you have nowhere else to turn to all you can do is that, and i went insane. I sat there laughing at nothing because life was a big joke to me. My life has been nothing but a giant upset since I was 8 years old, and I thought I finally had someone who gave to rats asses about me but I guess I was wrong. I guess i was just destined to be alone.