I hate my life so much. I hate my mother, her boyfriend and my sisters. I’m constantly battling depression and they my family tell me its not a real illness and I just want attention. My mother is constantly throwing me out of the house for being there, putting my life in black bags and putting them outside in the cold while her and her new boyfriend play happy families inside. She constantly calls me fat, ugly, and any other word nasty enough she can think of at the time. I’ve been in and out of hospital suffering from bulimia and anorexia. My friends are my enemies and I’m in a dead end job. I’m constantly facing rejection and I have no one to blame but myself. I really hate myself, and I really want to go to sleep forever where I wont disapoint anyone anymore.I dont want to overdose on tablets and i dont want to leave my body a mess, is there any quick and easy ways to die?I know carbon monoxide poisioning is easy, how do I do that?