It’s become obvious that I am one major league fuck up. I want nothing to do with anyone any more. I am so sick of people liking me based on what i look like. I first tried to kill myself at age 14, i’m now 37 and still want to die. the only reason i am alive is people dependant on me. yet other people still stay i should stay alive because of how i look. so what, if i was butt ugly i should deserve to die? i effing hate that since being a kid i’ve only been liked because i supposedly look good. i’m sick of feeling like i have to please others all the time . sick of it. im out of here asap.
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im ugly feel i deserve to die but i dont think beauty is any but design. leavin? how why . people say i look like shit but at my worst i desided first try it worked alright nd i still die every day. but asap try slow.see if you find a reason to get up if not then i didnt do differ so i can only say there are things somewhere i dont know though. well sorry your hurt bye
You don’t have to go. You just gotta say, “fuck it” and continue going on in YOUR own way.
Best of wishes, HarmonyLost.