its funny how everything has come crumbling down in a day. I’ve always being suicidal, but i’ve never had the guts to do it coz of my family, but only to realise that everyone who i care about are gone and the rest wudnt give a fuck if i live or die. Am an orphan, spent all my life struggling, getting through school by winning scholarships, working odd jobs here and there. When i finished high school, i got a scholarship into med school. I thought everything was going well coz i cud do the one thing i was passionate about. Am now in my 3rd year, i got my results only to find i hav i failed a course, thus i hav lost my scholarship. I’ve tried looking for a job with no luck, my rent is due on friday and i hav no where to go. Am just so tired of fighting, all my life thats all i’ve done, stay afloat, but now its time to end it. When pipo look at me, they c this young, smart lady not knowing the nites i’ve gone hungry, slept at bus stations, cut myself in an effort to numb the pain of being alone in the world.