Apparently suicide is cowardly,
I’m afraid I don’t quite agree,
What if suicide is the only way out
The only way to set you free?
What if your days pass in a blur
Of thinking, of crying, of pain
And you know, no matter what
You’ll never feel better again
What if everything you touch turns to dust,
And everyone walks away,
And your heart feels like it’s going to explode
Would you want to face the day?
What if your whole world crashed around you,
Magnifying all your hurt and ache,
Think about that, and then answer
What choice would you make?
I’ve had enough. I’ve tried now for so long, and I physically and mentally can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to live, and I sure as hell don’t deserve to either.
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sorry ……. but damn ive been on hells side for as loked in young. death and beatings my whole life trust me i get em . fucked dued a defensless male fat on at that in a war sone life death shit and fuck all around me if your weak..fucked…. awkward… blocked neverminded againsted againsed…..mind fucked dillusional weakness underneethes suicide. its life there were several couses of intrest in high school here in orange co. fl. that involed the lighter inteligant and brilliances of suicide mental disorder mental annalises and others and weakness is a trait that ddiffers if i was strong defensible happy and aware not suicidal strong defencive and suicidal not happy comletly safe or availible for trust or acheivement in a productive life sorry its true i am deligate speech of strenghth of suicidals all you want but intern ive been so long it turns to question of how………………. when and what>>/?//? its a trade between life and death not physical contest. bye
I don’t think I’d make it if everything came crashing down on me. The pain would probably be unbearable for me. I’d give it a lot of consideration but can’t say for sure if I’d go through with suicide.
You write beautifully and with words that have real meaning and relate to so many peoples lives.