wooo. i’m new here, throw me a welcome in party.

I have tried H2S method twice, 2 massive morphine overdoses (last one i was revived 3 times in intensive care) tried the charcoal method but left me throwing up with a pounding headache, sore throat and eyes. Tried using a generator in a confined space, the same effects as above. Tried using clexane, a blood thinner injectable. Tried taking sleeping pills while up in a tree with piano wire around my neck, was spotted before the sleeping pills kicked in. Tried the helium method with plastic bag, no regulator, the helium shot out in seconds leaving it empty.Been sectioned twice. Really need to find a method.