im on the end of my rope. I cant find a good reason to keep going on in this life, i live with my parents and im 20 years old i dropped out of college beacuse my dad forced me into a program that i knew i wouldnt like but he sayd that i would, so i should try it out…. yea 5 months later i dropped out, so hes like you have to get a full time job, (i was at a part time job at this time) so im like your asking me to leave this job beacuse apparently to him i needed more hours so i left and started looking ive been out of work for 3 months and incessant nagging every day about how worthless and how lazy i am, they have no respect for me its so bad i cant even ask whats for dinner without getting yelled at, my grandparents have jumped on board and now everytime i see them my grampa goes “when are you going to get your life straight” or why cant you be more like your brother…… I went to school before my brother…. he got double the money for school than i did. Â im just so tired of no respect by my family, i have no friends , no family. all i have the only reason i wouldnt kill myself is for my brother that gets all the attention of my family. hes my twin brother and were soo close hes my best friend and i couldnt kill my self and do that to him, but at the same time i have no where to turn and i cant stand this life anymore. i dont know what to do….
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i know exacly what you mean i can walk in my house and just get yelled at. my family doesnt respect me either it sucks ass. thats why i get in to so many fucking fights hear at home i am sorry you quit your part time job maybe you could go back and tell your parents to leave you alone. its your life so why the fuck do they want to control it i hate that. well just be your self and if you want to go to collage for something that you want to go do it. dont care what they think its your life not theres
One question, what do you want to do in life?
Whatever the answer, do it.
If your family has such disrespect for you use the bastards for free food and housing while you set yourself up to do what you want. Then when you got a few dollars [enough for your own place and what not] just pack up and be like ‘see ya, dont call me at christmas ya bastards’. Then laugh in your fathers face as you walk out the door and tell him how much of a worthless loser he is.
Believe me, I may have decided on death but thats for my own reasons. If you’re still in a position where you can stick it to the jerks who’ve been fucking with you make the effort and stick those cunts good.
Stick ’em for all of us who won’t ever get the chance.
Sounds like another military candidate. You don’t know what to do but you cant kill your self. Call a recruiter. Tell him/her you want to get away. Trust me you will like it. Its better than listening to douche bags telling you to get your life straight. If your brother is under the same stress as you bring him along too. Don’t worry about school. They will pay for it. They will even pay for what ever loans you have now. Dont go guard or reserve either. Just go active duty. Get four years in and see if its what you like if now you can always change your job.