im on the end of my rope. I cant find a good reason to keep going on in this life, i live with my parents and im 20 years old i dropped out of college beacuse my dad forced me into a program that i knew i wouldnt like but he sayd that i would, so i should try it out…. yea 5 months later i dropped out, so hes like you have to get a full time job, (i was at a part time job at this time) so im like your asking me to leave this job beacuse apparently to him i needed more hours so i left and started looking ive been out of work for 3 months and incessant nagging every day about how worthless and how lazy i am, they have no respect for me its so bad i cant even ask whats for dinner without getting yelled at, my grandparents have jumped on board and now everytime i see them my grampa goes “when are you going to get your life straight” or why cant you be more like your brother…… I went to school before my brother…. he got double the money for school than i did. Â im just so tired of no respect by my family, i have no friends , no family. all i have the only reason i wouldnt kill myself is for my brother that gets all the attention of my family. hes my twin brother and were soo close hes my best friend and i couldnt kill my self and do that to him, but at the same time i have no where to turn and i cant stand this life anymore. i dont know what to do….