so… tell me… world.. this world, as i really want to know and hopefully you guys can help me out…
are the people on this site all emo/goth. are you all obviously dark, do you sulk around in black and breakdown alot? of are some of you old… midlife crisis?
are some of you just normal people… disguised as so in daily life with hidden thoughts and feeling here? like who are we?
im just trying to figure out whos here, im just trying to figure out where i belong and weather there are others like me here…
helps me out guys… just post what sterotrype you would clasify your self under. i know its so cliche and probably the last thing you want to do.. but just put your morals aside for a minute and post what others would label you.
thanks to those who are up for it. hopefully thats all of you!
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Well, I am 45, and quite a few would consider this old 😉
I am your average suburban mum, two teenage sons, not fat, not slim, not beautiful, not ugly. Lots of friends, good ones actually. Active and intelligent. Looking all normal on the outside, except I want nothing more than die… If it wasn’t for my sons.
I’m 23, “dark”, I’d say I’m on an artistic spectrum, a hermit who has fooled herself into thinking she can live…but why do the labels interest you?
hi….48 here….too old, sick and tired….as one poster put it.
have a great family and wonderful caring friends. they are a ‘ plenty….yet i feel so alone in this struggle …even though I couldn’t have asked for better people around me. i have great doctors who are there for my medical/physical issues (a’ plenty of them too…..
had some traumas growing up…..i am sure they plagued me in different ways and intensities throughout my life….
had a great career as a tv producer…..(although I am certain I don’t want that back….good while it lasted…..but I am done with the industry.
had a great opportunity for higher education….4 year scholarship to study tv.
had and currently still have a great living situation. i am surrounded by beauty and animals (i love animals).
i have been loved by and love many.
for all of this i am truly blessed and grateful…..
yet……………………….
im young, and struiggling of the lost of my bestfriend. i lost her to sucide.
read my posts?
i need advice.
26 here, college grad (BA), employed, technically single – most everyone but my immediate family considers me to be a wonderfully happy guy. I’ve let my guard down a little around my family, but they don’t really know how bad it is. First time I considered suicide I was 13, and I’ve been wrestling with it since, I don’t think I have many rounds left in me.
28 here and from Indonesia.
Just quit from quite ‘stable & secure’ job in fact family business, just because I’m too damn stubborn with my idealisms and goals, and just tired of it basically.
Kinda similar like TiredMesh, on being artistic and struggling a hell lot seeing this world sometimes and humanity and the unfairness in all.
But still here, living..
saw another poster talked about a ctb buddy…..email me if you want: sporter999@yahoo.com …. just willing to banter around a bit …. saw the other poster wasn’t ready…..and thus didn’t contact the ctb buddy as of his last post.
ctb = catch the bus…..
see what i mean, we have a 45 yr old suburban mum, we have a depressed 23 yr old girl (although im sure if you saw her in the street you wouldnt know it), we have a 48 yr old woman whos had a great life but is just sick of it, a teenage girl struggling with her bestfriends death, and young guy who leads a completely normal life, and appears totally happy and fine, and a 28 yr old.. girl? boy? whose just sick of not being able to do what SHE/HE want to.
and i, i am a 17 year old girl. from australia. going into year 12 after the summer. blond hair. blue eyes. very financially stable family raa raa ra etc.
the point im trying to make is that were all sooooo different. and were all the people who walk past each other in the street everyday, and we probably look at people who think just like us and wish we could have there life instead of ours, but who really knows. who really know what anyone goes through behind closed doors. i can tell you all that not a person in the world knows that i have a depressed bone in my body, yet there is nowhere id rather be less right now that here, living. see what i mean?
29 white male. Successful, college grad blah blah blah. I’m just alone and I can’t seem to find the point of any of this shit. When people ask me how I’m doing, I literally say “just goin through the motions”. Flarg