i had posted the other night. well im back on and they say that i am phyco. they have put me in a menatl hostpital. i cant see my friends or family. i have nothing right now. i wont even be able to celebrate christmas. im aithiest but right now i am praying to whatever is looking after me. i became aithiest after my parents divorced. if there is a god he is giving me a shitty life. The meds they have me on are the things makin me phyco. thers nothing hear to kill myself with. but the minute i get out of here, IF i get out of here, im going to write suicide letters and kill myself. i know people say that i have so much potention. that i have purpose. well i dont feel like it. im going to kill myself. no one is or will stop me.