i had posted the other night. well im back on and they say that i am phyco. they have put me in a menatl hostpital. i cant see my friends or family. i have nothing right now. i wont even be able to celebrate christmas. im aithiest but right now i am praying to whatever is looking after me. i became aithiest after my parents divorced. if there is a god he is giving me a shitty life. The meds they have me on are the things makin me phyco. thers nothing hear to kill myself with. but the minute i get out of here, IF i get out of here, im going to write suicide letters and kill myself. i know people say that i have so much potention. that i have purpose. well i dont feel like it. im going to kill myself. no one is or will stop me.
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Im not going to be hypocritical because I want to kill myself aswell. I was in a mental hospital/psychiatric ward in July this year, but it does get easier once you get out. I was in there for 19 days and I wrote letters everyday explaining what I did that day and how I felt, I didnt make out I was happy and fine but I wasnt down and depressed.. more bored, fed up and annoyed.
But because they saw I could cope normally and I was fine they decided to keep me off any medication, and once I was taken out the hospital (supervised) a few times I was allowed home after 19 days.
The hospital is just a temporary blip, soldier through it, take a step back and REALLY think about it first. My parents are divorced aswell, Im only 20, but it does get easier in that area. Divorce happens ALL over the world remember.
Hope you make the best decision for yourself x
i’m trying to show you that you can be alright if you just relax a little, but your obviously not listning. if you go kill yourself that wont please ANYONE. not even yourself. i try not to preach about god on this site, but what if he’s real? suicide is the worst sin you can commit, so, where do you think you’ll be spending rest of eternity, hm? atleast wait another month as calmly as you can. then, maybe we can revisit this talk.
wait. another month? ive been waiting to kill myself for like 2 years.
hey well i have to say at first if you dont believe in god then i would expect a shity life as well. and can i ask what you did to go in there.
and you should not kill yourself that is just going to make you stronger
i jumped off a roof. tryed to kill myself. and i used to believe in god but he wasnt doing anything for me. and i know that it wouldnt make me stronger. it would just take me out of my missery
no being in that place will make you stronger. ad wow i jumped off my house one time. and i am sorry you have to be there for chirstmas
its fine….my lifes hell anyway. so i dont care.
so is mine. but it will get better trust me.
its not all better but better than it used to
I want to kill myself aswell. im 48 years old and hope to end my life soon
i doubt mine will get better…
why.
can i ask how old r u
The world is unfair. Everything God gives us makes us stronger somehow. You make it through this and trust me you will the strongest person among the group of friends you will one day have. My 2 friends committed suicide and trust me you do not want to put people through what I went through. The world is worth it. I was stopped from a suicide attempt by these words “the people who will miss you the most are the ones your life will touch by staying alive” This world is worth it i promise you that. talk to me if you need to. my email is robert.monwell@gmail.com
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ok well i am a year a head of you and i had a bad year last year propably one of the worse. but you have to look beyond things you can see
nothing has been good in my life. when i was 7 my sister started abusing me. and when i was 13 she stabbed me. that night i found out that i have cancer. my life seriously sucks.
ya that does sound bad.
i had a sister put a gun to my head.
my mother kill her self.
and save my father from killing him self.
and i stabed myself ones
ive been cutting since i was like 9.
really i dont get why i dint start earler i started three years ago
yea. i sorta like it cause it gives me a rush
will you plz answer my questions on my post for cutters its on the next page
…wut. sorry im new
i know that. but can you just comment i want to know what you think about it
about wut?
its about what had happed to me when i would cut ans stuff if go to the next page you will see a title called (for cutters) all you gota do it reed the post and answer the few questions that r in it. ….plz
thanks. hey if you ever wanna talk we can you can email me when ever
Falkalore, I’m sorry but I have to disagree with one of your statements. And I’m totally open to a response because you may be aware of something I’m not but this is what I know. First off, according to the Bible the greatest and only unforgiveable sin is blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. Now, Because I’ve attempted suicide and I’m a Christian I’ve had a lot of other Christians tell me that I should be happy I survived because I would have gone to hell. I disagree. I know the Bible well and no where does it say that suicide is an unforgivable sin. It’s not even directly confronted, from what I’ve read, and therefore it is judged the same as murder (since it is just murder of oneself). All sin is equal, none greater or worse, other than blasphemy. When Jesus died he forgave all of our sins, past, present, and future so long as we believe in him and I believe that includes suicide.
God is not the one making your life miserable. He is trying to help you, only if you let Him. If you accepted Him, He could perform miracles you and me would never understand. I don’t know what you’re going through, but I pray God blesses you so much and performs a miracle in your life. No life is worth taking its own. You are dearly loved by God, even if you don’t think so.