I have been thinking about suicide seriously for a few years.. But who’s keeping track of time with a state of mind like mine anyway? Everytime I decide I’m going to do it, something stops me, but today was different..
What stopped me today, was thinking about my poor (literally poor) family paying for my funeral, which I know they would do even if I left a note saying I didn’t want one. Wonder what will stop me next. If it’s nothing, you won’t be hearing from me again.