I have been thinking about suicide seriously for a few years.. But who’s keeping track of time with a state of mind like mine anyway? Everytime I decide I’m going to do it, something stops me, but today was different..
What stopped me today, was thinking about my poor (literally poor) family paying for my funeral, which I know they would do even if I left a note saying I didn’t want one. Wonder what will stop me next. If it’s nothing, you won’t be hearing from me again.
-Kenneth
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i can sympathyze….sometimes u struggle to find those one or two reasons to keep living. it would be better to focus on those things to keep yourself going, insted of focusing on the suicide you feel is innevitable once there comes a day when u can no longer find a reason strong enough for life to go on
omg! thats what stops me everytime