These cuts are supposed to be getting better. You replace them with your harsh words and actions. I feel so small. I have no hero. I just want to end everything. I don’t understand people when they say that life is beautiful. Life is bullshit. I hate breathing, I hate the blood pumping through my body. Please take everything away. I want death so bad. I can’t handle life. Kill me. Make me suffer. Tear me apart. Cut out my heart. Kill me damnit. Death is coming.
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i understand what you mean very much
That’s good. It feels good to know that someone else knows what I’m feeling:)
ya if you ever want to talk you can email me or what ever
and i am a cutter to and like today i really hate life well better say i hate this hole week
Yea me too. The holidays are horrible..I hate the memories. I usually get really suicidal and depressed around the holidays. Where do you cutt yourself at?
um i used to cut on my arms but i moved to my stoumic and legs and sometimes my feet
and this last holiday was very shitty
I know what you mean. I cutt on my wrists and on my upper right thigh…..cutting just makes me feel better….
ok can i ask something
yea sure. what is it?
ok are you death angel and jamie the same person
Yes..lol:P
o ok i thought i lost it for a monent
why are you two people….. do you have split personalitys
in a way i guess. Jamie is my real name…Death Angel is just a nickname for websites and shit..Jamie sounds sweet and Death Angel is like bad in a way..
o ok got it i dint want to put my real name on hear …. your brave haha
Yea I guess…i get careless most of the time and i dont give a shit what happens..I mean I could live in Germany and no one would know shit…so I think I will be ok. Do you ever listen to koRn?
haha ya sometimes and i am half german
Man really??!! Me too!! I am half German/Cherokee/Irish. That is soooo fucking wierd…
haha ya it is i think i have a lil of irish in me to but a small amount
Fuck we have alot in common..sweet:)
Like sucks and then you die. I’m neither from the US or the UK but an aussie and I’ve got Irish and Scottish ancestry (with a bit of Welsh) on my dads side of the family and on my mums side of the family German ancestry (with some Jewish too) so I guess I’m a real euro slut, lol, ancestry wise…
Life sucks then you die*
haha your not a slut and that good that you know what you are i only know i am germain cuz my mom told me but my father never really will tell me idk why