Im 13 years old,i cut, i take pills, but i never feel happy. i just wish i could end it, but when i get so damn close, i think what would my mom do? my dad, it seems he wouldnt care. the only people i have are my friends, and even then, i don’t tell them nearly as much as i would like to. whenever someone asks “are you ok?” i say”im fine”Â but inside, im shouting help me! i need out!! i dont know what to do anymore!!!!! i just feel terrible, like i put a burden on everyone, i hate myself and when i look in the mirror i hate what i see back, i think “disgusting, how could you live with yourself, just end it” i might as well seems i have nothing else to live for.