but i’m going to have to give this up. i know i have been saying that a lot. but i’m going to see you in a couple of days. so really. really.. my heart is heavy saying this to you and i’m so so feeling so so heavy at the moment. i’ve been too empty for too long that eventually. eventually. it hurts. again.
love. i love you so please, don’t do anything silly if i’m suddenly not there. you know how incredibly unstable i am and have been. you know right ?
one way at a time, i’ll try to lend these broken hands of mine..
i’ve been singing that since forever now.
i wanna lend these pair of broken hands to you. i wanna help you. i wanna do more. make you proud and make you happy. so you don’t have to worry. i sincerely have no idea why i could never forgive myself if i can’t fix you when you are in my sight. i just do. it seems like the only thing i could do is love you. which is pathetic cause it’s not gonna help much is it ?
save me won’t you ?
and i’ll save you. i promise i will.