Lately I’ve felt so alone.Yet I’ve got this great boyfriend and some friends I guess. I mean Does this sound selfish, honestly? I feel like I have no friends, I sit in class half the time by myself in a few feeling like ‘wtf i use to be the loudest one in here now i’m alone?’ and i serious can say i have no close friends anymore i use to i guess hang out with quite a few people but all i do is sometimes hang with my boyfriend. i feel not close to anyone like i cant tell anyone how i feel except the last time i told my friend brooke i felt alone she said we couldhang out more then i was like sorry i’m being weird and she said yeah you are? i dont know why but that hurt me i just wanted to cry so bad. like i want to call out for help so bad you have no idea this is why i’m here but for some reason i cant get myself to go up to someone i know and say help my i want to hurt myself. i’m getting my lisense tomorrow and i feel like i’m going to end up killing myself on the road, i’ve got this feeling and it makes me want to cry so much. I feel like i have no one. I don’t know what to do. Please just tell me something.
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well i dont know what to tell you but we can talk 🙂
Ha, sure
ok what do you want to talk about
u cry, u let out all the tears and sorrow u have in u and u cry urself to sleep if it helps u but crying releaves stress and if u have a bad feeling dont drive nobody will ever completly understand u but its the ones that try that matter go hang out with brooke some more tell her how ur feeling and if shes a true friend she will help u if not then im sorry but u have me here and we can always talk. i no how u feel and ur not alone. u would be surprised how many people would miss u if u left to go to a different school or somthing stay possitive and look on the bright side even if its hard to find.
You’ve probably found as you get older a lot of your childhood friends drift away, so it may be time to seek out new friends with interests and world views that match your own. The only good thing about being young and in school and feeling alone, is that EVERYONE feels that way, not only in school, but in life. There are so many other girls out there who feel just as alone as you do. Start by talking to just one girl who you’ve never been friends with, maybe even you were mean to her or she was mean to you in the past. The way to get friends is to be a friend. Maybe talk to the girl whom NOBODY likes, the girl that everyone makes fun of. She needs a friend even more than you do. And if your boyfriend makes you feel even more lonely, cause you’re not getting what you want from him emotionally, then maybe it’s time to forget him and move on.
I wish I could tell you how magical life is, but the truth is, as you get older problems get bigger, your methods of dealing with them shrink, and more often you find yourself up all night thinking, “What the fuck went so wrong?” Or maybe that’s just me.
but all in all, seems like you’re in highschool, don’t worry: those friends won’t last, that boyfriend won’t last – and, your opinion about all this will most likely change sometime after graduation.
Thank you all of you.
I’d like to talk to you guys, just reading these made me feel better. but just like i’ve got brooke i’ll her almost everything it’s just i dont want to up set her or my boyfriend(alec) when i tell them this, because i know alec gets upset and i hate that. and also my dad doesnt allow me to have a boyfriend because of my reilgion(muslim) so i’m stuck having him have to come over when my dads not home and my mom wont allow me to go to his house and it really sucks cause he told me yeah my sister and her boyfriend hung out all day and i’m like wow……i really wish i could do that it’s so embarassing so we cant hang out that much but he really likes me i think he lloves me and like he’s like i dont care if we cant hang out today or whatever blah blah because the next time we hang out will be even more speical and he makes me so happy probable the only reason i dont cut anymore is because of him. i believe i love him. i mean i hope its true. he means so much to me idk. and my friends like i tell brooke everything but thats it. i’ve realized i cant keep a friend idk why but i just cant i’vehad too many friends and now i have too many friends i dont talk to. idont smoke anymore or drink and my friend anna like pretty much stopped ahanging out with me because of that, it hurt me so much. and also my old friend viki we got into a fight and it just hurt me so much that we aren’t friends anymore. idkwhat to do.
u rant u talk about it and u let it out. life is to short to have big mistakes im so glad u and alec are in an almost inlove position im so glad that u have him! 🙂 i wish u had more people like that in ur life. brooke seems nice talk to her more about this and see what she says
like i feel beyond alone like it’s unbelieveable i just want to cut and cry i Want to hurt myself so so so so so bad. I want to kill myselffrom how lonely i feel… but i try to stay okay and alright. but sometimes i just cant and i’m pretty sure my mom is depressed and when i look at her when shes sad and crying it kills me, like i get this awful cold pain in my chest and throughout my arms idk but i always get it..I try to be happy for alec, for my friends, for my mom and family. but sometimes its just so hard. my friends been going to the counsler and i think i might but i dont want my family to know i’m depressed because my older sister will make fun of me and i use to cut and my sister still says things about it when shes mad. and saysi want attention. i really dont. and well yeah i’m still debating wether to go to the counsler or not.
im the same way
and my cousin is gonna tell my parents im suicidal..he said he wouldnt…wtf is wrong with me for trusting him?
but stilll…….you can do it, dont feel lonely,
and everyone is depressed…it just takes real people to realize it…everyone cries…my mom cries too, but idc cause she hates me…..but its alright 🙂
listen to music, and hang with ur friends and Alec….it’ll all be fine
I think your cousin is trying to help you actually my sister just makes fun of me. And yeah my mom is actually depressed it just makes me sad to see her sad. and I’msorry but are you sure she really hates you and i’m going to try, thank you.
; Honestly I Understand The Reason Your Feeling This Way. It’s Not That Your Physically Alone But Mentally. I Believe You Feel Like No One Understands You Or Your Just Not Able To Be Close With Someone Cause Your Holding Back.