Tried to tell you, with all of my talk about death.
Tried to show you, but never in seriousness.
I hurt you and Iâ€™ll never let myself forget
How more people get hurt, the closer I get.
Itâ€™s so hard to find yourself in the shadows,
So I just settled for keepinâ€™ the door closed.
Keepinâ€™ secret the thoughts that rush through my head,
All the nights Iâ€™ve stayed up, thinkinâ€™ â€œI should be dead.â€
I love you but it seems like Iâ€™m always falling.
I turned into a person whoâ€™s always name-calling,
And bitching and whining and hurting you all.
Time to find somewhere high and justâ€¦ fall.
So Iâ€™m trying to get better, before I get worse,
â€˜Cause if I sink much further, Iâ€™ll be driving my hearse,
And if you help me or not, youâ€™re all that Iâ€™ve got â€“
So save me, Iâ€™m stuck, Iâ€™m buried, Iâ€™m caught.