So I just talked to my mum and I feel like she’s still not getting it. I don’t think she realises how bad I am at the minute. Think she thinks I am putting on a display. I think i’m clinically depressed and am really struggling to hold it together. Me and my mum have no relationship and yet she expects me to let a new man come into our house every weekend or she goes to his house and I have to go and spend the night at my dads. I am nearly 18 and still being forced out of my own house. It really hurts that she has a better relationship with a man she met 3 months ago on the internet than her own daughter who she has lived with for nearly 18 years. I feel that before I can have any relationship with a new stepdad, I need to have any kind of relationship with my mum. We have decided that he will come down saturday afternoon and stay saturday night and then go home sunday morning, which is no problem. She wanted him to come friday night, stay all day saturday, stay saturday night and then go home on the sunday morning. Can somebody from the outside give me their opinion? My stepdad only moved out 5 months ago and he had been here for 10 years, and I have tried to kill myself about 5 times since then and self harm all the time. We only met paul last weekend and he was here all weekend. Which one of us do you think is asking for too much?? She still didn’t seem happy with the compromise.