im trying to swim
im trying to breathe
i take a breathe
and i choke on water
i reach out for someone
flailing for help
only to be pushed into the water yet again.
i drift underneath
ready to go drown
ready to leave the pain behind.
still i hear that voice.
someone needs me
so i’ll stay alive for a little while.
just for her.
this is for my sister. i was gonna do it, i swear i was. the knife was on my heart. one quick stab and i’d be screwed. but then my sister started laughing in the other room and i couldnt. i love her too much. she has to be away from me to do it. faaaar aaaaaway
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stay for her as she stays for you <3 i have sisters too you wont believe what leaving is like to them or if she left what it would be like for you. show her that life is a good thing, show her that she is worth living for, smile so that she will smile back