I’ve lived my life, every day now is harder than the last to keep going. Depression is worse than ever, mood swings getting more wild. Just want to ease from this world to the next, my wife still loves me but with my mood swings won’t be long till I wreck the one thing left. Want to leave before I destroy her life as well as my own. Want her to remember me as I was not as I am.
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I hope you find a better solution to your problem, for your sake and for your wife’s.
Just think… She’ll remember your dead body… That’s always the way I want to remember the one I loved… The one that never wanted to stick around or fight to stay with me…. Just lost a true friend that way and he left behind alot…
Sad Thoughts; I’ve reached the end of the road, I hate what I have become, my mood swings are worse than ever and will only destroy us both if I stay.
Rest in peace everyone, death comes to us all so morn not for those who go early.
utah, I am done fighting, my strength has gone. Its tearing me apart but if I stay I will hurt her more than by going. I can’t keep my mood swings under control much more, getting worse. Can’t cope any more. just crying all the time and finding it hard to function as a normal human.
Try getting help. Maybe include your wife so she knows how to help. Leaving her will make nothing better. She will be so sad, so lost. How could you want to do that to her? Stay, love her, protect her, and take care of her. Try to talk to someone. That usually helps with mood swings. I have also heard a lot of great things about music. Try it.