I sit in this dark corner, dry tears hardly dripping down my cheek. You’re the only person that is on my mind, now my life is so bleak. You weren’t there, when I was down. You didn’t care, when I had a frown. So where are you now, may I ask? Probably sipping from that dirty flask. Are you thinking of me? Do you even care? I have always wanted to ask you, but I didn’t dare. I’m terrified of you. Your hurtful looks. I try to lose them in these Edgar Allan Poe books. I’m lost now. Can’t you see? That’s right, you can’t because you’re never with me. So fuck you and your new wife. I hope you have a perfect life.
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Your pain is real this I can see. Why? Because it happened to me. This men called fathers are no longer dads. They only care for women and fads. But look inside yourself and see. A strong heart lies in thee. Smart with knowledge, of right and wrong. Instead of crying, break out in song. Sing of your strength of powerful mind. For you my friend are one of a kind. How can I say when I know you not? Because I turned away from that whole lot. Sure I still love him, he’s family no? But I am stronger and towards him I don’t go. Stay strong and proud one younger than me. I’m not much older as you can see. But your post struck a chord in me you see. Just know you’re not alone for you have me. A virtual friend named The Apache Girl. I’ll help you out dear Death Angel.
Thank you Apache Girl:) It’s nice to know that someone else shares the same feelings I do about my “Father”.
Your welcome and don’t worry about it. Everything will be ok life is too precious to just throw away when things get hard. You havent even lived yet and trust me it gets better 🙂 i’ve been there and ive seen such great things now. Just wait and make it better.
I will try….
Do something then. I know you love music (not a creeper just see a lot of ur comments) so why dont you pursue it?
I suck at singing and I cant play any instruments. I am more into body piercing and art=D
that’s awesome! kinda random but i used to watch LA Ink sooo legit! if you like art, have you ever thought of submitting any or talking to a teacher about art schools?