Hey. There are many reasons I feel suicidal and want to kill myself on a daily basis. But mainly its the exhaustion of being dead in the world and having to deal with so many problems. I have a headache most of the time because my brain is working overtime. I am tired of feeling like I am going to cry most of the time, I am able to stop myself and keep going but it hurts so much.I really can’t stop thinking about it. I suffer from major depression, social anxiety and i just want to die. I’ve just had enough of always thinking about it. There are so many things that are making me feel the urge more and more eveyday. I can’t really go into detail about my problems or why I feel this way because it would be one heck of a long post. I want to keep it as readable as possible. I just cant bear the pain anymore. I have nobody and it’s all just getting too much. I am just very strained from it all. I have had pyschiatric help on and off for the past few years, and councelling and have attempted suicide a few times already.. Been in two coma’s after two overdoses and was in a hospital for weeks after..I have nothing but this pain, an unbearable loneliness, and people on my back dragging me down. I can’t live with it. I just can’t. I am ready for out, to leave, to be in eternal darkness, I feel sick with the world, and the world is sick of me, so really I just wrote this to release some of the emotions I’m feeling, but also I’m in search of a suicide partner. Is there anyone in the UK, or willing to travel to the UK? I’m in the Huddersfield area in West Yorkshire..I don’t mind what method you want to use, but please somebody respond if interested and have serious intentions of suicide. Thanks!
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i am serious about suicide too and actually looking for a partner. I am in the US on the east coast. How old are you?
U sound just like me…
Hello… Life is not that bad to want to end your life… Do you think you are the only one who gets hesdaches. You must have someone to talk to? I’ll be happy to vhat. I have many issues leading to sucide but Im still here and I don’t plan on going any where soon so I hope that you seek some help and really think about what you want to do because once you do it that’s it there’s no turning back….Good luck…
Well, if you aint got any thoughts of suicide and are fine, dont meant to sound mean but what u doin on this site, and i hve tried and have had help professionly but what gud does talkin to some councellor do….??