I felt, insufferable as I always do, but it’s never a morning thing(aside from feeling suicidal), I usually can stand myself in the morning, but lately it’s been anger, and low tolerance, waking up in utter torment.
Cutting does absolutely nothing, it’s as if my body does not want to take the abuse anymore, but then again, I’m only cutting over years of scar tissue, my wrists need a break? I’m getting off track, I just swallowed 10, tylonol 3’s with codeine. I know that won’t kill me, because I swallowed 45 of them in the past…my mother made sure I vomitted, yet never took me to the hospital. But I think it will get me through the day, at least.