I’ve got it down that I want to and probably should take my life fairly soon, I’m just about positive. The reasoning is good and doesn’t have any ill will towards anyone like it used to (almost everyone is doing something like this “because” of someone, it’s rare that it becomes a 100% personal thing, which I’m thankful that I waited for), which is normal, I guess.
All I have to figure out is a way to do it in that I can still be an organ donor afterwards. I’ve gotten really far in making everything just about perfect but I can’t find a way that has a fair chance of working. I’ve got everything I would need to be gone within an hour if I didn’t want to help some people who still have some life left in them (not me, heh, okay maybe that’s not funny) but I can’t find a legitimate way to make it happen.
If anyone could help, it would be greatly appreciated. Starting to get a headache with all of the research. 🙁