addictions

Well, in the beginning I thought you were some teenager. But it would be quite surprising to learn that you are 40 or something. Probably you speak of your younger years but you may be in your early 20.

You interpretation of what you watch is a misrepresentation in your mind of your own frustrations. You have to “man yourself up” and not be that shy, frail women-dominated boy it seems that you are driving yourself to be, locking again yourself in the room wanking while you break in tears and say I love you, I love you, as you watch the pair banging out, Come on! You are losing the battle that way.

Damn right it is that things like money, age and external look play a crucial role but if you are not bad in all those 3 at the same time, you still have some chances. If you are bad in all those 3, well, the porno may be your last consolation, although it sounds to me as a too sterile a way of letting the years pass by.

But still, even if you are bad at those 3, there are still some nuts women who fancy weird scenarios.

Throw that porno away and buy some books on how to get women. There is an excellent book written by a Russian at francoseduction dot com he will unveil for you the personality you need to get those chicks laid.

In an incredible coincidence, I happened to meet his wife in a bus from Riga to Tallinn, what happened afterwards is one of the wonders of destiny.

Westerns are pathetic with women. This book is from a man who knows how to handle women. He is extremely intelligent and definitively he has what it takes. Neither you nor me can be as good as he is, but it will improve your situation a lot.

best greetings

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