i dont know why, but the thought of suicide has been haunting me for the past few weeks. every time i come to face an issue, the easiest solution seems to be just ending my life alltogether. i don’t want to, not at all, so it is really freaking me out that suicide has crept its way into my mind and refuses to leave. i’m beginning to wonder if there is anything i’d really miss leaving behind. once you’re gone, you’re gone. you feel no regret or remorse towards your life. it’s just gone, empty. but i know this is not what i want. “you say you want to die but the truth is you just want to be saved.”
2 comments
Isn’t that the truth! Well said. I’d like to talk to you some more.
clnrch7@yahoo.ca Cheers.
Please do not. you will be missed and others around you will be hurt. hurt that they could not be there for you. hurt that they could have done something. you can make a difference in the world. even if it is just making one persons day, and it will make you feel needed again. at least that has happened to me. things seem like they would be easier if you were gone, and the pain or feelings would go away, but really it is just ending something precious too early. do not feel bad about having feelings like this, it just means you need to figure out for yourself how to make them go away. good luck to you.