Hi. I’m 11 years old. I cant take life anymore. Why you ask? Well, many reasons. Reason 1: no one cares about me. When I do one tiny thing wrong my mom screams at me “you fuckin little *****. ur so fucking retarded”. Today, my grandmother called me a skank. I dont know why. They probably want to disown me. My dad has basically no relationship with me. He doesnt pay child support. He never visits me. Doesnt do anything with me. Thats how I know he doesn’t care about me. He probably said he wanted a kid so he could get a good fuck out of my mom. He got a 13 year old pregnant. Thats like fucking me. Nasty! reason 2: I’m ugly. I’m never gonna have a boyfriend. I’m chubby too. This kid Paul at school said” yo. u know who u should go out wit?”. I said “who?”. He said “anyone who would want you. Which is no one. Cuz ur ugly as shit and fat. No one will ever want you””. I just wanna die so fucking badly. I have my date set for when I’m gonna kill myself. April 1st. April Fools Day. Cuz my birth was just a joke. I have like 2 months and 2 sumthin days left.