I was gone from all this shit for a good while…but it just always seems to find me again. Everything in life gets me down. Im not skinny enough, not pretty enough, not smart enough. I mean right now im doing so horrible in school, why do I even try? Death has to be the only answer. Ive thought long and hard and my life will NEVER get better. I have came to the fact that I will die soon. The only reason for stopping me is the loved ones who are close, who try to help but it never works. I walk around in a dark fucking cloud, which know one ever understands. Im not moving forward in life. I wonder how can I be so young with so many problems? Mhmm guess I gotta put my fake smile on and face another day in this world.