As it turns out, my life started as crap.
I was born an intersexed female and my true identity and life was hidden from me for almost 30 years, so the first 30 years, I was forced to live a lie.
I’ve been ignored, ostracised, and treated like a freak.
No one really wants me, and the woman I was to marry, herself, ended her life before I could help her.
The other woman I was in a relationship for six year with left me. ANd left me with a lot of unpaid bills.
I have an incurable nerve disorder and any and all attempts to support myself have ended in failure. And I’m about to lose my place to live.
All my dreams and goals are vanishing right before my eyes. I feel like I have nothing left. No family. No friends. And no one to spend the rest of my life with.
I’d rather be dead than feel what I feel now, and this has gone on for far too long. I’m tired of fighting for something I’ll never have.
I will be ending my misery within the next few days.