I was going to wait until next winter (I’m Australian and it’s summer here) to do it, but I don’t think I can. I was worried about surviving, being sent to the psych ward and forced to take off my jackets. Yeah jackets. I got a pretty bad problem with not being able to take them off, I don’t mind it though, I don’t get that hot. I’m just really fucking worried the nurses will make me coz they think I’m too hot and will overheat or whatever. God, I wish there was a surefire way I’ll die. I’m really not coping.
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Don’t do it. And why would you go to a psych ward? You seem like a pretty normal person suffering from depression to me.
Lol normal. Sorry but you have no idea who I am, so you can’t really say that. I’ve been to one before about 6 months ago. I have an ED and I cut so… that’s hardly ‘normal’. Oh and I’m gay too.
I hate ward A
Pisses me off
All i see is the darkness.
Death is death
but you dont have to go to the afterlife if you dont want.
If you dont want to go to the psych ward, just pretend to be normal
This kid at my school did the same thing, never took his jumper/jacket off
He was a good drawer. and was teased, he never said y he wouldnt take it off but i knew it was a comfort thing. I feel guilty i should of stuck up for him abit more
I mean i dont what i could say to make you feel better. But this world is fucked up and corrupted. If you dont want to take it off, Dont let them.
But people will think your weird but fuck people they are killing themselves anyway in many different ways.
But life will be easier if you just take it off. It is all just state of mind
Just sit down and think about it all, nothing will change with your death
Hey, I dont really post on here anymore but I checked it today and Ive got a thing for jackets, and Ive been in the psych ward. Im always in a jacket wether its hot or cold and after a failed suicide attempt I ended up in a police cell because I was too drunk to sleep in a hospital and I was taken to a psych ward the next morning.
I dunno if its the same everywhere, but they cant force you to do anything you dont want to. I was told to come to a room to had a medical.. weighted, check my body and shit but I said no. At the end of the day that was my decision and I didnt want it done. I spent 19 days there altogether and it was boring as fuck! All the patients ever done was smoked, ate and slept. I did meet one girl in there though similar to my age so we had a laugh and joke at the staff.
But not to encourage you or anything, because after having been in the psych ward, if your gunna do suicide, do it properly.. or get help if you wanna get better (not being hypocritical just saying..) The psych ward didnt help me and im ready to attempt and hopefully suceed killing myself within the next few months. Im not ‘mental’ or severely depressed i just really hate my life and how its lead so im ready to go..
email me if you wanna chat, englishlittlemonster at hotmaìl . co . uk