I was going to wait until next winter (I’m Australian and it’s summer here) to do it, but I don’t think I can. I was worried about surviving, being sent to the psych ward and forced to take off my jackets. Yeah jackets. I got a pretty bad problem with not being able to take them off, I don’t mind it though, I don’t get that hot. I’m just really fucking worried the nurses will make me coz they think I’m too hot and will overheat or whatever. God, I wish there was a surefire way I’ll die. I’m really not coping.