How do you say goodbye to the parents that have raised you, loved you and cared for you all your life. To the brother that has been there for me through life’s ups and down’s. How do you put in to words that I must go now, that this was my only way out. How do you put into words how much I love you and how sorry i am? Two more weeks to figure it out…..
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if you are going to hurt your family so much don’t do it..drag it out it might get better,
As much as it seems like it it’s not the only way out. I don’t know what your problems are but there is no way at all that they are unfixable. Even mass murders get a chance at rehabiation. Try not to set yourself a time frame or that will make it seem enevitable when it’s not, it NEVER is. Depression blinds you of good thougts and blocks the future but it’s always there, through the fog that seem to cloud everything it’s there. It’s not a fools hope it’s reality. Life seems so cruel and unfair and it is but there is always hope, always a future. There is no way of measuring the pain you will cause people you care about if you go and no way of explaining yourself. What if you going causing them to end it to? Is that what you want? You can make it through, just as I am trying to, don’t expext the thoughts to go away overnight because they won’t. They linger and come back when you don’t want them and you feel like giving in to them is the only option. Think of every day you life with them and think if you got through today why can’t I get through tomorrow too?