I expected it to be like that when I said I want to break up. I didn’t think it will be that hard. maybe it was already “too late”.. you don’t know but I miss you. I miss you too much. I wish to talk with you again but I can’t. you probably hate me for what I did.
I’m not enough for you, I’m a broken person … I’m depressive I can’t handle my own life .. I do so many mistakes. I don’t want to make you feel bad . but I guess I already did.
I want you to be happy 🙁 and right now.. I can’t make you feel happy..I know you have other people who will be there for you. that’s why I wasn’t afraid to leave you “alone”. I didn’t want to go and I’m sorry.
I want to run away. I want to escape this world. I’m planing to kill myself, just don’t know when. I thought maybe I’ll try to fix myself, maybe if I wait enough everything will be fine. but it’s not,
so..I really don’t know. don’t know what to do with myself, and now I miss you too. and it hurts. I know I can’t. I have to forget you. right? just… I wish I could hug you one last time 🙁 .. I’m sorry. I really am.
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May not seem like much…breathe…breathe…do your best to calm that racing mind of yours. We’ve all done things we wish we could take back. Humbling yourself and asking for forgiveness is cool. Take it slow….keeps you from making quick decisions. When you create contentment for yourself it naturally affects those around you…just look after yourself. You deserve it. Be well.