never have. but. I’ve cut 12 times in the past two days…before now I’ve only self harmed 5 times before in the past year.
this isn’t good. the amount of marks on my shoulder…no-one would believe they were ‘from my cat’.
Also. I’ve been paranoid about my wrists my entire life, I hate people touching them, or people drawing on them, or anything; but how come I just etched two red lines into my flesh?
I’ve never admitted it before, Ive always said to myself ‘yes you have agoraphobia, yes you have panic disorder, yes you’re probably bipolar, yes you’ve been sexually assaulted. but you’re NOT depressed’.
But I think I am.
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Agoraphobia is spiders or openspaces?
I thnk it is a fear of crowds
A fear of spiders is Aracnidphobia
i know this might not help, but i do know what you are going through, at least partly. i look down at my wrist and know that people cant possibly believe that all of the marks, new and old, could be from a cat. i hate when someone asks. i hate having to lie.