I woke up this morning and wanted to buy a gun. But, I didn’t.
Very violent, and I’m not violent. Too expensive, couldn’t not justify
the cost. Instead I will continue to suffer at work, until they get rid of me.
Need to make a decision, on whether move to a cheaper apartment.
This place is awful an expensive by my standards. But moving is such
a hassle.
When I don’t work, i don’t do anything except use the computer.
I don’t clean, the place is wreck. I never gave 60 days notice, that time came and went.
I can not get motivated to do anything. I have no friends or family and
I stress out and don’t understand my job, but at 60 years old can’t find another one.
I had a job offer that I excepted, but like the fool I am, my manager talked me out
of leaving. So, I burned that bridge. Had a 2nd interview on another job, but was not
offered the job.
Right now, my employer is making everyone work a minimum of 8 hour extra a week. After our current busy time they will will be laying off/ firing people to save payroll expense. Â Â Â Â Â Â My job is terrible, but I show up and do the best that I can. My supervisor doesn’t like me.
No Friends No social life. My best days are behind me.