im the quiet guy that doesn’t speak unless spoken to, and even then is very short. i don’t want attention, i dont want to talk, i just want to be left alone. ive been down this road before. done the whole hospital, doctor, therapist, medicine routine. last time i even had electro convulsive therapy. ive been doing all that since i was 14. 8 years of wishing i was dead and 2 attempts later, im still here. most would say that its a good thing, so why do i regret not taking more? i just want to fade away quietly. i want it to be like i was never here. i wish i was never here.