I’m only 14 and i cant stand this life. My heart is completly broken my mom is a ***** and always wants me to be miss perfect and my dad wants me to be pro at sports and my friends just dont uinderstand any more. the only true person that understands is a guy that im dating but he has another girlfriend and for some reason im ok with it. But i dont see him alot so i dont get to talk to him. i could care less if i died tonight. Honestly i wish something or someone will kill me tonight. No one will be able to change my mind about my life. I get called a piece of white trash and trailer trash all the time but this girl thats 13 wants to run her fucking mouth and not do a damn thing about it. I just hat my life. Im over the ” you have survived for 14 years you can go on” or ” life will get better” Ive been waiting when will life get better it has just gotten worse. My ex wants back with me but my mom is to stuck up to realize that he wont hurt me again. I hope these pills work tonight……
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damn pills…. they don’t always work
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Watch the whole thing
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damn i wish i could go back and be 14. I look at this site because everyday i feel like killing myself but i will never do it. I bet you feel horrible right now but it will not always be this way. I ‘ve been through wretched low times and i was like you though im a guy, i had relationships and played sports. I have also been in a coma and i will tell you if its anything like death, i would take my chances with whatever life ive been able to scrape up. there’s nothing out there. The only gift you have is the spark of consciousness that animates your body. My best advice would be to try to not do anything that will limit your ability to succeed in life. So please dont attempt suicide and end up in the hospital and then psych ward. you will never get it off your record. Girls can get away with a lot more and not get thrown out of society as an outcast, but dont travel that path. Please take care of yoursef.
I’m tired can’t sleep… mind keeps going back to my girl.
I guess that’s why I’m here…
I like to listen to different kinds of music everyday…
My life? I have to keep interested in it… it gets away from me and I being to feel alone and hate myself for the things I used to love life for….
I’m stuck at this keyboard wondering how you guys are feeling…
I’m not shiting rainbows or throwing teddy bears… you want to know what?
give life a try it’s more interesting then you give it credit for
talk to me write to me.
I’m real I don’t play I don’t lie and I’ll tell you everything.
Even if its for you to hang around and just see what it’s like
tell me about yourself.
hang on with me
I am really interested talk to me
give me a chance…
hold on for me…
I’m holding on because your holding on.
I will hold on just for you. i will talk to you because it seemd like i can trust you. I just wish i could talk to you in person. I’m glad there is at least one person that cares about me. I would give you my number but this is public and i dont want everyone to see it
And as you can tell the pils didnt work. I feel so sick today though.
You can talk with me. We can talk about anything you want. I will listen. Please email me, jamiesholar247@gmail.com