Its funny how u feel happiness comes to you, then it gets snatched away :-(

Hi! My Name’s Hammad. When I was in my 3rd year at university I met this girl. We started out as friends but then before I knew it we connected more and more…till finally we started dating. We were in a relationship for a year…both completely in love with each other (well atleast I was and still am). I proposed marriage to her right after graduating and she said yes…..The issue was that Im a muslim and shes a buddhist…something which my mom had serious issues about. But I loved this girl and in no way was I gonna back down. I fought with my family….argued…..ended up with so much stress in my life that i developed intestinal ulcers for which I spent 2 months in the hospital for treatment. It didnt help matters that all this while I was skyping with Sonam (the girl I love) and she kept crying because she was upset about all this. Eventually I broke up with her because even though I was in pain I didnt want her to suffer at least. We broke up but I was still in love with her and I told her that many many times….eventually after 2 years of pain and disputes I convinced my family that this is the only girl I eill ever marry. They conceded but when I told her she said no…..so much so that she blocked me on facebook….through friends in common I wrote her a letter explaining the situation but she replied by saying Ive moved on maybe you should too. I dont hate her for moving on…its understandable….but after 2 years of immense physical and mental torture being rejected by her when I finally am achieving what I strived for is just heart breaking. Hence I see no point in continuing my life…..because a) I fought for what I believed in…sacrificied a LOT….and in the end got nothing 🙁 I really dont know how to go on….