Honestly, today was the worst day of my life.
My parents decided to randomly tell me that i’m supposed to be in foster care, or still live with my abusive father. I told them that I didn’t need to know it, but everyone is getting me down. Also, my boyfriend broke up with me, because there was an age difference. He told me he truly loved me, and I believed him, but as soon as he realized he was 4 years older than me, it’s like our feelings didn’t matter. I know he still loves me, and I still love him, but there is nothing I can do anymore. Because of my being depressed, my best friend thought I had killed myself, and almost killed herself. I feel like i’m putting all my shit on everyone else’s shoulders, and I don’t know how to even smile anymore. I just wish that things like this didn’t happen, but I know that someday, everything might get better. I just want for myself to be happy, and not try to kill myself anymore, because obviously, it’s not working.
Any advice? :/