Honestly, today was the worst day of my life.
My parents decided to randomly tell me that i’m supposed to be in foster care, or still live with my abusive father. I told them that I didn’t need to know it, but everyone is getting me down. Also, my boyfriend broke up with me, because there was an age difference. He told me he truly loved me, and I believed him, but as soon as he realized he was 4 years older than me, it’s like our feelings didn’t matter. I know he still loves me, and I still love him, but there is nothing I can do anymore. Because of my being depressed, my best friend thought I had killed myself, and almost killed herself. I feel like i’m putting all my shit on everyone else’s shoulders, and I don’t know how to even smile anymore. I just wish that things like this didn’t happen, but I know that someday, everything might get better. I just want for myself to be happy, and not try to kill myself anymore, because obviously, it’s not working.
Any advice? :/
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I want to tell you first of all you aren’t putting as much stress on people as you think, all they want to do is help you. My suggestion to you is to find a close friend, talk to him/her about your problems and don’t allow yourself to linger on the problems, unless they’re still ongoing. The more you linger, the more you hurt yourself and others, try to move forward. Be careful, however on who you talk to, I would stick to just a few very close friends that won’t judge, being judged by someone you’re very close to hurts a lot.
Depend on others, but don’t bring them down by lingering. Best of luck to you.