Straight up life is a cold hearted ***** ! It tares you down til your sitting in your own nothingness . It truly is despressen to me every second of every day that I have to live a life that is slowing slipping away . I walk round completely absent from life so why in the hellll would I not think if all this is actually worth it . Everyone just steps on your already broken toes . Now I know many people have it worse than me & they are happy , but obvisousily they are just stronger than what I will ever be . I don’t want attention just for someone , anyone that can relate with their ears open . That’s all I want outta this bullshit life !