I never would have thought i would be writing a post like this one. December was the hardest month of my life.Â I was so sad in December…A lot of bad things successively happened to me. I was so down that i even considered suicide! God was i stupid… now i realize that i was going through a TEMPORARY problem… thank god i did not do anything stupid.
My family has shown me over and over again how much they love me and care for me. I am a lucky girl. I think i was so down because i just wanted to feel loved by my loved one…by people close to me 🙂
Everything seems to be going back on track now…i’m turning 25 next week, yesterday my long time friend confessed his love to me. My sister got admitted to the university of Melbourne 🙂 My aunt just had a baby…i am sooo happy. I’m going back to the Caribbean in the next few weeks 🙂 I’m finished with my studies…i just feel like life is opening its arms to me…People please if you EVER consider suicide think again!!! it is not the solution. You will be missing a lot out of life !
Sometimes when things go really bad in our lives we forget all the blessings we have… during December i got really sad,so sad that i focused on the negative.Â Which in reality is less than 5% of my life…
i pray things also work out for all of you guys. NEVER give up hope!!! I know I’m a little bit different than most of you guys because i was never diagnosed with depression and has never been on any meds but still i went through a hard time and considered suicide at a point…so you can still learn from me.
I will always be there if you need encouragement or support 🙂 Never give up!