I’m new to this site. I need help. Last year I became bulemic, I threw up constantly. It is the worst time I’ve ever had with depression, and its coming back, I can feel it. Everythings slipping away, college is coming up, I’m losing my friends, that mean the world to me. Everythings just coming back in like hyper speed and I don’t know how to deal. I wish I wasn’t here, that I was anywhere but here. I’m losing my boyfriend, and that scares me too. I just can’t find my way out of this, I want to sink into a pool of black and maybe someone will miss me. One day.