there’s really only one thing I wish for in my life. I just wish that I could make someone’s life better in any way, shape, or form. So far, with pretty much everyone in my life I’ve been a burden. But I will do anything to help someone out, make them feel better, make their lives easier. I would do things not because I wanted to, but rather because I wanted to see that person happy, even if it was for a moment. Yet, the most important person in my life isn’t benefiting from this. I am not happy making everyone else happy. I used to be happy just from receiving that gratitude or acknowledgment, but lately a lot of people take me for granted. I don’t even know what I want to do with myself anymore. I guess I’ve just been handing out my assistance and people are assuming I’ll do everything for them.That’s why I want to leave this life. Everyone around me is taking advantage of my generosity and are starting to be lazy but not doing it themselves. If I’m not here, then maybe they’ll return to their productivity, and I can finally make myself genuinely happy for once.