I was diagnosed with a borderline personality when I was 13. I’ve been a cutter for a long time.
I lost custody of my only child, the only reason I had to live. I have destroyed my life! I have no reason to keep going and want my suffering to end. Has anyone made up their mind to end their life? I will die with you so we dont have to be alone. I want to purchase a gun. I have thought of starting myself on fire but am afraid I will survive. Please email me if you dont want to do this alone. melismini6@aol.com
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guns arent certain death either, my friends dad survived a bullet to the brain,
poision is the easiest and quietest way,
or
stab your self in your vein with a syringe full of air, when it hits your heart, your down and out
That’s the one thing I’m scared of the most…if I pull the trigger….& survive….
Its the worse feeling surviving.
Phail at even taking your own life
Yeah…. I think that would happen to me… I think mayne with a shotgun or w/e… blow half my face off… but I’m so self conscience …even with my dead body….I need to be perfect…even in death… that’s stoped me so many times….
A bag of pipebombs is quite thorough, thoughb quite illegal.
(Glamgirl)To everyone on this site this was a cry out from my sister this has happned before and this wasnt the first time she has tried to commit suicide mutliple times but this time i think the support from this site helped her push from high hanging over the edge to off of it so id like you all to know my sister started a fire in her condo and shot herself in the head at 6:52am Sunday morning of Jan. 30, 2011 this isnt an easy option for anyone and i know how she was feeling she had problems and now im on here a 20 year old brother morning of the lost of my sister. You who choose this option may thank its easy and simple but it is not u do have concequences my family and i are left to pay for a funeral of $15000 so you say you have a hard life but u dont want help and then u make ur family suffer in the process when they are willing to help and do anything for her so please everyone do not think that you have to end this way i loved my sister so much there is always more options then one but it depends on how u decide to choose them so i just wanted to let everyone know for those who did reach out for help thank you. im disgusted by those you told her things that helped her over the edge if u feel that way towards someone to make them feel like its ok i hope that ur willing to do it urself then because ur a coward. i love u sister ur little brother ill miss u so much