I AM ALONE in this world………………… I no-longer wish to be alone.
I am a white male at 18 years of life and I live in Michigan which is a state in the United States of America.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never hurt anybody.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never wanted material things.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never asked for my beauty.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never meant to accept lies as truth.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never worshiped the silver-screen.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never betrayed myself or friends to make a buck.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never have been in love.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never got anything handed to me in my conscious life.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never knew a person I could look up to.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I never did have a chance at life.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
———> I hate myself more than all hate from the people who hate me combined.
I want death to consume me. I don’t know why I was meant to live in such a horrible place in such a horrible time.
Born into a union of states under God …….. no-real “states” no actual “union”, just federally-controlled banana republic/police state of money worshiping pigs.
Enrolled into a school of lies ……. A system for the conditioning of control into youth and misinformation in-place of real education. Any intelligent thought rejected, mindless regurgitation of lies and half-truths to dumb down those who know not.
Live a life of emptiness and regret and rejection.
Graduated. Now what? NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There are no jobs. There is no life without fucking money. Greedy, mindless fucking pigs walk around me..
WATCH TV, WATCH MOVIES, GO ON THE INTERNET AND JACK-OFF TO FACEBOOK, WATCH MORE TV, WATCH MORE MOVIES, FOLLOW THE TRENDS, FOLLOW THE TRENDS, FOLLOW THE TRENDS, GET A HAIRCUT, WORSHIP SATAN, GET A HAIRCUT, FOLLOW THE LATEST CELEBRITY BULLSHIT, BE A FAG, BE A TIME-CALLER, BE A ROCKET SCIENTIST, BE A SOCIAL ENGINEER, BE IN A CULT, WATCH TV, WATCH TV, WATCH YOUR NEIGHBORS, WATCH YOUR FRIENDS LIFE, WATCH A MOVIE, MONITOR THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW LIKE YOU’RE THE FUCKING FBI/CIA/POLICE FAT FUCKING PIGS. SPY ON EVERYONE. WATCH TV. BECOME A FUCKING MONITOR AND GOD-HELP YOU DO NOT HAVE AN ORIGINAL THOUGHT. WATCH TV, FOLLOW TRENDS, FOLLOW TRENDS, DON’T GO OUTSIDE OR YOU’LL HURT NATURE, IGNORE THE FUCKING BLOODSHED OF THE WORLD, IGNORE THE SLAUGHTER THAT IS THE CONFLICT IN THE MIDDLE-EAST, WORRY ABOUT THE ECONOMY, CREATE FEAR, CREATE FEAR, CREATE FEAR, CREATE FEAR, CREATE FEAR, CREATE CONTROL, BEWARE THE JEW/BLACK/MEXICAN…WHOEVER THE HELL IS CONVENIENT TO PASS THE BLAME ON TO, CREATE CONTROL, DON’T LOOK PEOPLE IN THE EYE, DON’T STEP OUT OF LINE, CREATE CONTROL, BE A FOOL, BE COOL AND MAKE THE WORLD A COLDER PLACE, FORGET YOUR FACE, GO INSANE, FORGET YOUR NAME, LEAVE YOUR SOUL BEHIND AND SIGN ON THE DOTTED LINE, DRIVE, DRIVE, DRIVE, WATCH TV, CREATE CONTROL, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, DIE, BE A FAG, SPY ON EVERYONE, GET A HAIRCUT, FORGET YOURSELF, BLEED FOR FUN, LIVE ON THE RUN, NEVER QUESTION THE POWERS THAT BE, FORGET ALL OF HUMAN HISTORY. WATCH TV. SPY ON EVERYONE. WATCH TV. BE UNORIGINAL.
I am nothing I never was.
Start a war… what a bore… bloody gore is bathing me. All I see is faceless folks around me. I hold my breath and wish for death as a crowbar pushes it’s way through me.
“Never knows best”
Bring death to me, I won’t take my own life. I made myself who I am with no help from my “pseudo-parents” or anyone else. I have one friend in the world and he can’t save me. I am a freak. I am one of the “beautiful people”. I am a freak. I am one of the “beautiful people”. I am a freak. I am one of the “beautiful people”. I am a voice without sound and a brain with no bounds. I am the centre of my world. I am nothing. I am everything. I hate myself.
I only try to die but death evades me. Yet not this time, metal push through me.
VANITY………………………………………………..betray me, I can never be so arrogant like you.
To take my-own life, to take the easy way out, to rob a soul from the face of the earth. To leave all else behind.
Isn’t it selfish? What a self-deluded man. 73 cuts to the wrist and I’m still breathing.
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