Iâ€™m tired. Iâ€™m tired of trying, crying, sighing, giving, caring and most of all living. I have been on this earth 26 years, I am very unattractive and very undesirable. All my nieces and nephews are enjoying relationships while I sit alone. I have no job and I quit school as well. So I look to just end it all. I no longer wish to live in a world that wasnâ€™t made for me. They say that all men are created equal but then why was I born? Its hard to live knowing that you will always fail, always be alone. So I have made up my mind that this time I will change it, I will finally do something about it and perhaps finally be at peace. Why live a life that doesnâ€™t want you to be part of it? Why live a lie? I hope that I have to courage to go through with this and I hope I finally find acceptance in deathâ€™s cold embrace.