It’s not that… I FEEL … too much… right now I have time…. I’m not busy…. so I have to write about this… I was in love with someone beautiful…. I went everywhere with her…. I was no longer lonely…. she said : When I am happy I light up her life like fireworks and magic…. but when I’m sad Its a depression that makes everything dark that I regret a lot and it hurts her emotional just to be around… when I’m angry My voice resonates It’s been known to scare people. I stay away from angry… My emotions are worn on my sleeve. I’m not here for drama. I just want to know if other people feel like this.
I can’t empathize from personal experience, but I can understand and say that everyone is incredibly diverse and even if someone here doesn’t feel that way, other people do/have.
I definitely avoid people because of anger. And I have had to train my voice because I’m prone to angry-sounding outbursts. My voice says “I’M SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR SUBJECT” and I think “man, that’s annoying” and people react “This guy scares me.” And I think “man, I wish I could say ‘that’s annoying’ instead of “I SOUND LIKE I COULD HURT YOU’ cause, really, I’d never hurt anyone, ya know?”
I know… when I begin to scare people I want to put them at ease because it isolates me and that makes people think I’m weird or dangerous.
I’m starting a new song… its called life is beautiful
here is the link and here are the lyrics take a look
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I recommend, when you’re feeling blue and you need to cry, listen to Nearer My God to Thee-Titanic Soundtrack “by James Horner”
Brooks Was Here-Shawshank Redemption “by Thomas Newman”
So Was Red-also Shawshank Redemption
It’s not that… I FEEL … too much… right now I have time…. I’m not busy…. so I have to write about this… I was in love with someone beautiful…. I went everywhere with her…. I was no longer lonely…. she said : When I am happy I light up her life like fireworks and magic…. but when I’m sad Its a depression that makes everything dark that I regret a lot and it hurts her emotional just to be around… when I’m angry My voice resonates It’s been known to scare people. I stay away from angry… My emotions are worn on my sleeve. I’m not here for drama. I just want to know if other people feel like this.
I can’t empathize from personal experience, but I can understand and say that everyone is incredibly diverse and even if someone here doesn’t feel that way, other people do/have.
I definitely avoid people because of anger. And I have had to train my voice because I’m prone to angry-sounding outbursts. My voice says “I’M SO ANGRY ABOUT THIS PARTICULAR SUBJECT” and I think “man, that’s annoying” and people react “This guy scares me.” And I think “man, I wish I could say ‘that’s annoying’ instead of “I SOUND LIKE I COULD HURT YOU’ cause, really, I’d never hurt anyone, ya know?”
And drama sucks. No drama, neva.
I know… when I begin to scare people I want to put them at ease because it isolates me and that makes people think I’m weird or dangerous.
I’m starting a new song… its called life is beautiful
here is the link and here are the lyrics take a look
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E0slhWiBVr4
You can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie
You can’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
I know some things that you don’t
I’ve done things that you won’t
There’s nothing like a trail of blood
to find your way back home
I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
I have been listing to NIN Something I can never have for the last 72 hours. Should never have taken a cupola days off work.