My name is Samantha, I am 12 years old and I have been having Suicidal thoughts for about eight months now.
I don’t know why, I just realy hate the modern world and think every one lost touch with there individually,
and I just think that is very Depressing. Other than that I have no Idea why I feel so suicial.
I have always been pretty diffrent than every one else.
I’m a bit socaily awkward, I think that is from being home schooled my whole life.
I have been depressed since I was 10, so for about 2 years now.
When I was 11 I started to look for some thing to believe in And what I found was Grunge/Punk music,
it was the music of the sad and rejected, I just love the way it makes me feel!
Laiter after I found Grunge music, I found who is now my hero, Kurt Cobain.
The more I found out about Kurt Cobain, the more I relised that him and I have a lot in comen.
He was the greatest man that ever lived and he thought suicide was a great idea.
What I’m tring to say is that:
No madder how much money he had, or not even love or a CHILD change the way he thought of the word,
Why I would it change my mind?